Today I was still pretty groggy by the time I got to work. Some days, if I have the time, I just sit in my car for a little while listening to the radio before I go into work. It makes it hard to get out of the car and go sit infront of a computer for the whole day. It's curious that I enjoy working with computers so much considering I really don't like sitting at a desk all day...
...anyway.
As I sat there thoughts ran through my mind about blowing off work for the day, walking around enjoying a rainy spring day and maybe taking a matinee.
I didn't.
I wish I had.
Times like these I really miss being a bartender, or should I say I miss bartender hours.

You sound almost ready to appreciate what it must have taken for your dad to drive truck for 30 years. How many times did he consider a permanent time out from the roar and stress of herding those 18 wheels down the asphalt?