I have fallen asleep on the couch a number of nights recently while trying to read 'The Intellectual Foundation of Information Organization' (by Elaine Svenonius) and chapters from 'Two Kinds of Power' (by Patrick Wilson). I thougth I learned my lesson, but I just need to get it done. I'm not much of a couch sleeper so it's really weird to wake up at 2:30 a.m. and not know where the hell I am. That's no way to end the day.
I've had my moments of doubt about grad school, as in "What the hell am I doing this for?" but I guess that I'm not the only one feeling that way. Every time I feel like I'm lagging behind or not quite in step with the program, a quick survey of my fellow students reveals that they're right there with me (or I'm right there with them as the case may be). A fellow student admitted to me today that she was close to quiting a few weeks ago and a few others have indicated as much. It's worth remembering what they said at the beginning of the program, 'It's graduate school, if it were easy everyone would do it."
I'll make it. It's just winter quarter, it really sucks the life outta ya.


