So I guess I can talk about it but I'm not too sure what to say. Melinda and are are splitting up. Today is moving day for her. I can't afford to move, I wish I could, but that's just the way things work out. It's going to hurt everyday to go home to the place where I thought we were happy. Where we made plans and thought about our life together. I guess that too will change and eventually it will just become a place that I live, because after today it really doesn't feel like a home.
One day you are married, in what you think is a long term commited relationship, then one day your whole life has changed. What I thought my life was going to be, where I thought I was going and who I thought I was going to do that with has changed.
I'm not too sure what to do now, where do I go from here. I'm sure I'm going to be ok but right now it hurts like hell. I think that if I weren't in school I might come unglued, but this pain in the ass that is known as Graduate School is what is keeping me together.
I just can't afford to fall apart.
Maybe I'll do that when I'm all done with school. Go off some place and sit on a beach for a while and try to figure out what the fuck happend and what all this means.
Oh yeah, beer should be involved.
Darlin' I'm profoundly sorry.
Dave, if I can help with nothing else, I'll help with the beer. Stay strong and remember you have friends here who like you (if you'll pardon the corniness) just the way you are.
oh dave. i am sorry.
Dave -- i'm so sorry to hear this. How horrible. I know how hard it is to keep it together during times like this, especially when you're in school. we're around if you need support. {hugs}